OMG its been three years. . . . .
Three horrible and artless years. I fell into a self loathing. No art. I lost my self identity in exchange for security. No art. I became a wraith of the average loveless world or worthless "success." Healing is now. Art will come soon.

f00k yea! i'm going to anime central! *dancu dancu* ^______^ ACen is <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 i'll let you know how it goes *sparkling happiness*

so ... this is what happened today its long but if you want to know the greatest wrong then you will read.....

so today i started out having a good day. i slept in till right before i went to work my desperately needed extra hours at work. my boyfriend was by the house and drove me to work. this make Lexu happy because meh misses meh Matu-chan all the time. i started off really well at work. brought in a fuck ton of people that actually qualified for the shit we were doing. why is this an achievement? because usually we make shit up so we can get our quota done. that tells you everything you need to know about the validity of market research firms. all in all a really good day untill.....

well what happened was it was near the end of the workday about 7:40 almost time to leave. we were giddy and not even looking for people to ask anymore so we were just joking. there was this gigantic "the earth is round and so should you be" easily 500 pound man. after the guy passsed by my friend sherri said "WOW he looks like he could eat alot of candy" to which i responded "or small children" and laughter abounded. we didn't say that to the guys face or anything. we were just giggling amongst ourselves. he overheard us apparently and ... well apparently he didn't find it so funny.

he went to our office and talked to our supervisor. asked for the managers phone number. HOME phone number. because she wasn't in. yup. he's trying to make it a legal case. FUCK.

so i'm not looking forward to work tommorow kuz the manager is going to talk our ears off and prolly suspend us or at least take hours. yup. FUCK.

and another thing. i didn't eat ALL DAY LONG. so i'm now stuffing my face like a chipmunk with an eating disorder. i woke up at 1pm and its now midnight

this is going to be a comprehensive post even though most of you already know....

i joined a soccer team on a whim
if you've known me long enough you know thats a bad idea lol

i am the captain of said team by default
why? because i signed up first

i named the team
we are the Invaders

i like my shin guards
FEAR MY 1337 SHINS!

so.... all that said...

tuesday was our first game and we lost HORRIBLY. lol our team came for a just-for-fun game the other team came for blood because they were practicing for their real league. bastards. and they had these scary little gnome bitches that were really good. also they have a very large rotund frightening whale of a man. the score ended up being like 3 to 13 lol we lost so bad. we didn't have a goalie which was funny because we were all switching in and out. so it was just like ooh me i wear teh gloves lol. everyone on our team is really nice. lol we're the friendly Invaders lol "hi, how are you? having a good morning? great, well, see we're here to take over your country ^___^ *waves*"

oh yeah and theres this big german man who smells nice. he plays good. actually lol everyone plays good except me lol so sad.

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lol i love overhearing peoples conversations.

"Billy! OMG She loves Billy! Hey what's my username? Dude I so love Billy!"

lol stupid peoplel are stupid lol

so anyway i just got out of Chem Lab and I got in late and left early ^___^ HO YEAH! Bowel Movements of Leprechauns! lol yeah i got to lab just in time to copy down the answers and leave ^__^ so awesome being late is the greatest. and i still get credit as if i did the work w00t!

lol on another note my boyfriend is funny and i love to be mean to him because being mean to cute things is the best lol

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